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RED FLAG    DIARY All psyched up to be a fitness model. Well, let me tell ya a story about that day. It all started days before when my photographer and I decided to accept an offer to shoot for a swimsuit / fitness scout. Scout.. yea right, but anyway.   We sit down to view the fitness scout's portfolio. Wow, impressive. Seems to know a lot of the top names not only in models, but instructors and publishers. My photographer looks on, starts grinning and seems to know something. What is it? He shakes his head and plays along with the pitch.   Now comes time to shoot. Mr Scout pulls out two tiny bikinis from a plastic grocery bag, "Try these." They're small, but OK fine. I start to pose. Usually it's the photographer (in this case Angel) who guides me in posing. Not this time. Scout chimes in with a Spielberg attitude, arms waving "...for fitness I want shots from each angle..." so I'm spinning around 90 degrees each turn like a 3D mannequin. Hmmm, doesn't he want to see any of my expressions? ... You ain't heard any of the best parts yet. Check out the full story as a member.   members     continue tour